How Can a Woman Happy with Her Married and in love with Another Man Feel Something felt even by Her Husband or by another Man Who Ever has spent in your Life. I'm like a teenager Living Her First Love,. You the one that leaves weak in the knees, which Makes your eyes Shine ...
"I'm a Living situation these last few days, I Can not Understand, I Can not Find explanation, and I would Love to Help Me because this. situation leaves Me confused and does not Make Me Feel good. I AM 36 years Old, Married for Eight. I know very Little of the Doctrine, but I became interested a Couple of years back here, after reading a Book that caught My Attention the. title "No one is anyone," Zíbia of Gasparetto. I Confess I like to respect Delve in Spiritualism, because sometimes compare with Some Things that happen to Me and See what Makes Sense, but sometimes it's just I Think My Imagination ...
Get. to the Point, it May be that spiritism, or I do not know the NAME that is GIVEN, Can Explain what's Wrong with Me, and tell Me if this is just Illusion of My head, or Makes any Sense. As I said, I. AM Married, have no children and Two weeks ago I Started working in an Establishment where I met MANY New people, Some of which have more Contact and others have not so much as they are in Other sectors. Among those Who Never exchanged a Word,. Contact had not much, He is a Young Man, Who did not at First Call My Attention. It was like an employee and not much was going to any Other his Face, because He thought one person Boastful, Scowling, seemed an arrogant person. the Feeling I had was that if I give Him a good Afternoon, He would ignore and even Respond with another good Afternoon. Anyway, My Holy Beat did not his. But it has to Attention ITS attributes and draws any Woman, it is Beautiful.
everything Started to Change after I had a Dream About Him. We were in a Place that I Can not define where it would be and we were not alone. I Remember Little of the Dream, but we were with Other people, we gathered in a. Circle and White dresses. We talked with each Other and there was a Man next to Me, which did not See the Face. Then the people dispersed and He was next to Me, hugged Me from Behind, told Me Something in the ear and in. that Moment his Face seemed Clearly and Saw it was said Boy My colleague, I kissed Her neck, and at that Moment I felt a Chill that Made Me Wake up. I woke up trembling, as if weak. After that My Rest is over,. it was just a Dream for Me, Nothing thought I would Change in My Life, because I'm Married and I Love My Husband. But to Get to Work Day that I felt that Something had changed. When I Arrive it is already there,. but that Day it was as if I had felt that He had Come; I felt different, I began to See it Differently. It's Something I Can not Explain and I Can not accept, because I'm Married and not Allow Myself to Feel any. Feelings for another Man. Never felt anything Other Man except for My Husband, there was Never Room for that, My Husband always satisfied and Never Let Me Feel Lack or left Room for Me to Feel involved with someone else.
But what is different. My. eyes search for Him even Without I Want. initially, I thought it was because of the Dream and it would Pass, but then I Saw that the Thing was going the Limit. Felt the Need to See it, My eyes searched for Him and it. My Body was as if Needed; but it has Nothing to do with Lust, sex and Stuff. Is different. When I TRY and not See it, I Get Impatient and all this very Makes Me Bad, because I'm Married, did not. Want to Feel it. I've cried, I begged God for asking You to take it out of Me, but I Feel Inside Me that is a good Makes Me Feel Feeling that Makes Me Happy and good. I TRY to not Control Myself to. Look, but it seems that is involuntary, like Something that I Can not Say, I do not know what it is, take Me to Him.
These days, He Came to Me and I felt a mixture of Feelings. I could not do anything. , as if his Body Something that had emanated Made Me Shaky, nervous, excited ... I could not do anything else. I was standing at the Right would have fallen. Wrong procedures. Our I Never, Ever Something even felt, not for. My Husband, I consider the Man Who Most Loved to this Day. I Can not Understand what's going on with Me, How Can a Woman Happy with Her Marriage Can Feel for another Man Something even felt by Her Husband or by another Man Who has Ever. spent in your Life. I'm actually Looking like a teenager Living Her First Love, the one that leaves weak in the knees You, which Makes ITS Shine eyes, your Heart Beat Faster when that Makes You See My eyes when that Miss You Seek. and not Find it, I in Really just thought it was Part of the Stories, novels.
The Most Interesting is that we even exchanged a Word, but in Dreams, we always Talk. At last, we talked a Lot and I Saw Something different. in his eyes, are always subtle conversations that Make Me Feel good and Wake up. Please Help Understand what is Happening to Me, if there is an explanation in Spiritualism or a Connection of Other Lives, or if this is just Imagination of My head,. I Confess that I AM not to Believe these Love Things Other Lives or link Other Lives, but I have tried several Explanations for this and Can not Find. Already asked God in Prayer to Help Me and to Get it out of My head, but it. Continues, and worse, still I Dream About it. and I'm even afraid to Talk to Him or Get close and Feel Again what I felt, because I do not Think Feel Right this for being a Man I Married. I Want to Understand. How Can I Nurture by a person Who does not have intimate Feeling that Makes the Feel for My Husband Look so Small.
Unfortunately that's the Truth, I Can not Get it out of My head, thinking this Guy Alive. When we are in the Same. Environment, I Feel Something that wants to take Me to Him, the more I Control My eyes, I do not Want the Same Look. I've thought to resigning, but when it is as if I Think About Something in Saddened to Me Think. what we Will Stay Away. It is inexplicable, I Want an explanation for it to be Able to follow in Peace. I have lived with several Men, whether in Personal Life, in the Workplace; Men Who Call Attention of any Woman, but Never. attracted Me, but now Suddenly this happens to Me. Help Me please, if there is an explanation, please give Me. I Need to Get it out of My head, I Feel Bad to Feel this, I Feel the Most Sinful person in the. Nurture World to another for a Man Feeling that seems to Me more than I have for My Husband. Sorry, but I'm desperate! "
